On the fifteeth of December in nineteen ninety-three, Brian Dessron was born to his parents Destiny & Christopher Dessron. Yet through the years he found more comfort in his mother than his father, & he confided in her for most things. His father didn’t mind much aside from the occasional snickering & banter that he was turning into too much of a woman ( he just brushed it off ).
Childhood was fairly easy to bear, & for the most part it was quite normal. He played sports, went to school, yet he did lack in the friendship department. He had one long term friend whose name was Anne, & she was like the sister he never had. Knowing each other since they were in diapers, they almost felt as thought i was fate that they grow old together ( & his mother encouraged it as well ). Anne spent nights over at Brian’s house for days at a time— watching movies, playing games ; his mother was all for it, yet his father feared more than just ‘watching movies’ & ‘playing games’ would come out of it. However, his mother knew even from an earlier age he was versatile with who he favored sexually ; not that it would have made any difference considering they were so young.
As the years went on, he did come to the conclusion that he was bisexual. His mother was fully supportive & accepting, but it usually landed him with black & blue eyes when it regarded his father. Announcing his sexuality was never something he was confident in, & it mainly had to do with his father’s scrutiny that went on from the moment he found out his son was bisexual until this moment ( even if he’s deceased ). To Brian it makes him feel weak ; weak in the way that he’ll be shut down & that people won’t perceive him as strong just for the simple fact he swings more towards men than women.
& as if constant verbal & physical abuse from his father wasn’t enough, when he hit fifteen his life took a turn for the worst.
What had been boiling for over five centuries was about to come to a head one night when a vampire ( Nina ) who had a long time grudge against the Dessron family ( due to a betrayal centuries ago on Brian’s father’s side ) found his parents at a party in town. They were turned ( into vampires ), & after they had trudged home, pained by the radiance of the rising sun that peeked through the clouds, their bloodlust set it more than it ever had. Of course to complete the transformation they needed blood, & after attacking Brian when he had stumbled out to see what all the noise was — it was finished. Violent actions form his mother was never an occurrence, yet from his father ? From his father it was a near daily routine. Needless to say, he was left baffled, for they left. He was left alone for months until he built up a plan with Anne at her penthouse that they would leave together. Yet, like many of his other plans, that boat was sunk. After a night of partying with her, he had gone out to get them breakfast from a little shop in town, & when he came back, well.. he came back to find her body.. & he still doesn’t understand who or what would do such a thing, but maybe one day he’ll discover it was the same vampire that took his parents from him, not wanting him to leave the city.
Yet, he still did.
After gathering the money that him & Anne had saved & combined, he took bus after bus, making his way from New York to Virginia, & when he was passing through the woods in the Southern state to make his way to a different city ( Mystic Falls ), he ran into her. & in the woods with her is where he’d stay for the next three years, for she had compelled him to. Her plan was to keep him there, to find his parents & exocute them. For her ideas & plans weren’t made blindly, she had motive. She seeks revenge. Revenge for what ? For what Brian’s ancestors on his father’s side had done over five hundred & thirty years ago : they did the unmoral thing of turning Nina’s parents into vampires, leaving them with an eternity & their child with a timed lifespan. That, in her mind, was the cruelest punishment. Perhaps it was the love she felt for her parents & the heartache she knew they felt with the notion of them outliving their daughter forever that drove her to become a vampire herself & make Brian’s family pay generation after generation. She turned Brian’s parents because she wanted them to feel the same pain that their ancestors had caused her own parents. Because after her parents were turned, they ditched, & she knew Brian’s parents would do the same ; that was the crushing reality. Nina’s parents had the pain of a parent outliving their mortal child & they were so fearful of that, that they couldn’t stay ; & that’s the entire reason this plague is brought upon him.
Yet, through all the centuries of putting his family through hell, she does seem to have a soft spot for Brian. She’s ruined him in many ways in the past ; been with his father romantically, played Brian like a harp — but there’s something about Brian.. something that’s different. & if she dies by anyone’s hands, it will be his.
After falling deeply in love with Nina, only to have his heart crushed by her when the feelings weren’t returned, he left from the woods into the town of Mystic Falls. He got a house, yet began doing drugs again as well as drinking ; going to clubs, having sex whenever the opportunity was given, being completely idiotic & reckless. — They were all coping mechanisms for different things. His attitude was bad, & there was no doubt in his mind he would ever love again. Yet — a one night stand turned into more when he met Ollie. It only took a few months until they were married, & a few months past that they adopted their first daughter, Charlie. Things were okay aside from Brian cheating at nearly every given opportunity ; & after Ollie decided disappearing more & more often, leaving Brian alone with their daughter, the cheating became uncontrollable. He blocked Ollie from his mind no matter how much he was still present.
Too many things happened when he was away that Brian needed him for, & part of him almost grew bitter over that through the months & years. When Nina returned & then turned Brian into a vampire, the only one to his aid was his sister Elouise ( not blood ), who was also a vampire & helped teach him the necessities. If there was ever a peak time that he hated himself, it was definitely this time period. & after Ollie died, that only made it worse. Or, no.. maybe it’s when Ollie arrived again & had his entire memory of him & their daughter wiped. Ollie’s death period was one filled with constant voicemails & tears & regret ; why would anyone want to be near him ? Why would anyone want to be with him ? After what he had done to Ollie— no one would, in his mind.
& yet.. after months of trying to find his place, he found his home. After meeting on a park bench when Daxton asked him if he liked board games, they were inseperable from that moment on. Though, it’s not like it was all easy given there were a few cheating incidents from both sides, & some very, very large fights, they persevered. There’s no one he’s ever loved as much as him, & there is absolutely no one else for him. He’s made him a stronger person ; helped him keep his heroin addiction under control as well as his alcoholism. That’s not to say he doesn’t get temptation or relapse from time to time, but with Daxton & their children it’s easy to keep himself distracted. Oh, — children ? Yeah. As far as Brian is concerned, Charlie is Daxton’s, & so is Brian’s son that he had with Elouise — Olive. Daxton is more of a parent to them than anyone has ever been, & they’re planning on getting a son some time in the future. He finally has what he’s always wanted — a family. & it’s more of a beautiful family than he could have ever imagined.
smells like cigarettes & mistakes.
general : all vessels.
name: brian aaron dessron. age: 19 / 20. birthday: december 15, 1993. gender: male. sexuality: bisexual. height:6’1”. criminal: breaking & entering, drug possession, attempted murder, three counts of murder ii, murder i. hobbies: skateboarding, boxing, & video games. job : part-time DJ. inside: sometimes he can have a very short temper. of course, that could be because he’s bipolar & refuses to take his medication. he’s suffered as an alcoholic & drug addict, & continues to, though he’s trying to live sober. he definitely smokes like a chimney, though. he acts impulsively, & often speaks things that get him into trouble. he also has trouble reading & writing due to his dyslexia.
faceclaim: charlie hunnam. misc: new main vessel. appearance: he has charlie's beard, ( when he doesn't shave ), but other than that there are distinct differences. he has 'daxton' on his right wrist, this behind his neck for daxton, this on his right forearm, this on his left ass cheek in the upper corner, this on his left forearm on the underside, this on his left side, a small cross on his hip, & 'cadaver' behind his left ear considering he has a glob-like birthmark behind his right ear ( tattoo tag here). he, per usual, has a dick piercing, & he also has his left ear pierced. his build is broad & strong as well ( form tag here). he has a large scar that runs from under his right hip bone to the side of his right knee from a trip to hell ; the scar also has hundreds of horizontal cuts along it as well from a second trip -- he hates it. &, finally, teal-like eyes ( tag here) match dirty blonde here ( tag here).
faceclaim: harry styles. misc: secondary main vessel. appearance: this is the vessel he was born with. he has some scruff, & he grows it out into a beard sometimes ( tag here & here). the only tattoos he has from his vessel are harry's rose tattoo, his skull portrait tattoo, his ship tattoo, & the cross tattoo on his hand. he has this on the back of his neck for daxton, & this on his left forearm on the underside. he has 'daxton' on his right wrist, this on his right forearm, this on his upper right arm, this on the left side of his ribs, this on his left ass cheek in the upper corner, & 'cadaver' behind his left ear considering he has a small glob-like birthmark behind his right ear ( tattoo tag here). he has a lip piercing along with hip piercings, an earring -- left ear, & a septum piercing ( of which he will usually take out or flip up ; piercings tag here). he's also quite fit, even if he disagrees. he does have a large scar that runs from under his right hip bone to the side of his right knee from a trip to hell ; the scar has hundreds of horizontal ones along it from a second trip ( form tag here). he has green eyes (tag) that match auburn brown hair (tag), though his hair is typically messy as fuck like harry's hair, & he currently has it like this.
faceclaim: ian somerhalder. misc: rare ; typically comes out with new people. appearance: there aren't a lot of details with him considering he's relatively new, but.. his hair is in the style of this or anything in this tag ; more loose & floppy-like. he has 'daxton' on his right wrist as well as this for daxton. this is on his right forearm, this is on his left ass cheek, this is on his left forearm on the underside, & 'cadaver' is behind his left ear ( tattoo tag here). he, per usual, has a dick piercing, & he also has his left ear pierced. his build is fairly broad (tag). he has a large scar that runs from under his right hip bone to the side of his right knee from a trip to hell -- hundreds of horizontal scars run along it from another trip. &, finally, blue eyes (tag) match auburn brown / black hair ( tag).
i. Please read the following if not anything else: begin, headcanons, statistics. Brian is not identical to his main vessel Harry Styles, nor his second vessel Charlie Hunnam. Please know what he looks like before attempting to describe him. Please do not copy Brian; he is my original character, and I’ve worked ( way too ) long on him, and he’s my baby. He also has a personal Tumblr which can be found here.
ii. Brian is a very sexual character ( although he has toned it down ), but no smut will be forced on your character in any way. If your character seems uncomfortable he will not force himself on them, or if your guidelines stated you do not want smut — it will not be an occurrence. In his mainverse he is married, and although he does have a history of cheating, there will be no more; therefore, smut he will have with any other character will ninety-nine percent sure be placed in an alternate universe for a plot we have going. Smut will be tagged ‘nsfw’ or put under a read more ( I’ve been simply tagging it as ‘nsfw’ as of late, there aren’t many ‘read more’s; images that fall into this category will be tagged accordingly as well ).
iii. There will be triggers, but everything will be tagged accordingly ( i.e: tw: blood, tw: self harm, ect, ect… ). If you have personal triggers, and you need them to be tagged, please, please let me know, and I’ll make sure to tag them. Send me a message on anon or off anon ( off anon will be kept private ).
iv. There are other Original Characters that are incorporated within Brian’s back story ( find them here ), and I’m willing to thread with them as well ( they do come out more often around Brian’s closer family, but I will do threads with anyone; note that replies for them might take awhile given their muse is sometimes fickle ). His children are not added onto that page ( I run two of his children — Charlie and Olive ), rather their information is on Brian’s relationships page ( I can also thread with them ). I’m planning on moving them over to the Original Character’s page eventually as well in order to give more elaborate details.
v. Brian is based off of The Vampire Diaries vampires; information can be found here and here.
vi. I never write starters for new followers, but I will make starters if you have asked for one, or if we plot on Skype ( keri.caldie ), or in my inbox! Please be aware that Tumblr fucks up my messages a lot, and sometimes I do not get them. But also know that it takes me forever ( sometimes days ) to answer inbox questions and requests and such, so I am not ignoring you; you may also tag me in things, and if I don’t get to it within two days or so, feel free to message me because it might not have showed up in my tags. I do make opens from time to time, if you reply and we have never interacted, please do not act as though your character knows mine unless we have established something beforehand. I do use icons ( regular and animated ) more than I use GIFs, and if I post an open or a starter for you using any of the previously stated and you are not comfortable with one, please feel free to use any you please, I’ll adapt. Side note: I sometimes do not follow back, but that doesn’t mean I won’t eventually. If you approach me to plot or something, I’ll immediately follow back. Sometimes I’ll follow back regardless, but I get anxious with who I have on my dash.
vii. I am perfectly fine with torture / violent threads. If your character wants to start beating the shit out of him, go for it, but please remember he is a vampire, and he has certain weaknesses / strengths. As far as killing goes, you can kill him — however, it cannot be anything permanent. Permanent things: burning his body, ripping his head off, taking his heart out, a werewolf bite ( you can find weaknesses on The Vampire Diarie’s wiki link I posted in rule five ). Temporary things: snapping his neck, drowning him, ect.
viii. Replies do take me awhile to get to, and it’s not necessarily that I don’t have them all done, but sometimes Brian only feel muse for certain threads which mean I will post the ones I know I can reply to quickly so others aren’t waiting forever ( I get overwhelmed at times too ). Sometimes I like to wait until I get an influx of all of my replies, then I’ll do them all and post them, and that can take me up to a day sometimes given on how my muse is and given how long the replies are because I do have some long threads. I do try to keep threads going and not drop them, so if it has been awhile and I haven’t replied, you can send me a message because I might have missed it ( my notifications really fuck up a lot ). Often while I have a lot of drafts or after I post them, I will make a post stating I’ve finished them so you know if I haven’t gotten yours so you know I missed it; if I’ve missed it, please feel free to tell me.
ix. Godmodding is a thing you shouldn’t do. Threads will be dropped, most likely.
x. I’m sorry this was so long I elaborate on too many things, but I’m very shy and awkward when you first talk to me, but I promise I won’t bite, and I love to plot with anyone and everyone. I love all of you, and you should add me on my skype — keri.caldie; my other roleplay accounts are ofblueyes and nefariouswinds, and if we’re mutual and we’ve talked, feel free to ask for my phone number.
KATIE ; EST. independent oc. nsfw & triggering at times. everything will be tagged accordingly. currently : active. ;
when the palm of my two hands hold each other, that feels different from when your hands are in mine. that's just the way it is. & when my voice is screamin' out to my own ears, that feels different from when i hear yours. that's just the way it is.